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  • World Wide Word Debt

    September 2nd, 2016

    I love the format and rhythm of this poem.

  • Petsitting — Sometimes You See What You Want But Can’t Have

    August 11th, 2016

    https://dailypost.wordpress.com/prompts/luxury/

    As a side job to support myself through college and adulthood, I picked up petsitting. Aside from picking up poop, cleaning up diarrhea, and otherwise getting tackled by a large dog, I absolutely love this job. My clients are wonderful people, and I’m meeting these fluffy and adorable creatures. The pets make me happy and I’m more than willing to play and occupy the dogs. I absolutely love this job.

    I will admit, sometimes my clients are on the wealthier side. Not all, but some. I’ve seen guest houses, tons and tons of pools, a hot tub, a pool table, large properties, theater rooms, and even stayed at a house on a lake. At times I wonder if I will be able to afford these luxuries, or if I even want them.

    One of the clients I work for is an older couple, one who is already retired and the other is still working for the military. They have a large and loving family, and while they live on their own, their property is big enough to have the whole family over if they wanted. It’s not so much the amenities that get to me, but the size, beauty and privacy of the place. It’s out in the rural part of the city, where cars don’t normally pass by, and the city is about a few minutes drive. I look up into the sky and I can see so many stars, almost as if I’m out by Point Reyes again. The house has large trees, unlike the small, stubbly ones that are growing by the new suburbs near where I live. There’s a sense of peace that I get here that I normally wouldn’t get anywhere else.

    I’ve gotten that sense of peace before at the lake house. I was running late with work and didn’t finish until about midnight. I was frustrated and irritable, especially since my dog peed on the client’s rug. I went out to the backyard, which overlooks the lake, and I just sat by their pool. (Oh yes, they live on a lake, but also own a pool). I didn’t swim, just breathed. Watched the reflection of the street lamps waver and skim over the water’s surface. It was mesmerizing, and I’d forgotten how much I miss the water.

    So the biggest luxury to me isn’t pools, or a lakehouse, or even having the latest electronics, but it’s being surrounded by nature. Problem is, I’m starting to wonder if this is a luxury many of us can afford.

  • Writer’s Constipation

    August 9th, 2016

    Backed up are vivid concepts

    And expressive characters,

    A landscape filled with wonder and loss.

     

    I would like a laxative

    Or a fiber supplement for writers,

    That will cure this dreadful constipation

    Caused by my reprehensible environment.

     

    See, I cannot even craft sonnets,

    Let alone be my own editor,

    When an all consuming darkness is my formidable and constant boss.

     

    So please — a pill, a tonic, anything for a narrative,

    Something to make me call myself a writer.

    I really would like to get rid of this indigestion,

    And reach that pinnacle, writerly enlightenment.

     

     

     

     

     

     

  • The Human, The Mice, And The Cats

    June 24th, 2016

    WoodMouseI’m back there again, in my childhood home where the backyard’s peach tree is blooming with spring buds and the fruit is turning juicy and ripe. Unlike here, where the springs and summers are sweltering, here it is balmy, soothing. My old swing sways in the light breeze, and green is everywhere.

    Dad has done it again, gotten a pet that he cannot take care of it and I am obligated to take care of it. He’s gotten a box of mice this time in all sorts of colors; where he got them I don’t know. I immediately bond with them, and make it my mission to take care of all of them, as impossible as the task is. At first, I’m doing well. It hasn’t even been a day, but the mice are making babies; cute, tiny, defenseless babies. I’m feeling proud and motherly.

    But more babies come and the neighborhood cats can smell their vulnerability. The cats are feral and hungry, and they sneak up to the cardbox box that holds the mice. I swat at them with a broom, and break one’s skull. I break its head so hard that it turns to mush and some shy away. But as I’m killing one, two more take its place. They duck and wind through my legs, they are skinny with protruding ribs. They slurp up the mice like noodles, their tails whipping around the cats’ mouths before disappearing completely. My ears fill with the cats’ yowls.

    Meanwhile the mice keep pumping out babies until all that are left are babies.

    I turn around once the cats have had their fill. I see hairless mice curled up in the box. I take a step and the bones of their mothers, fathers, and other babies are underneath my tennis shoes. The bones crunch like dried leaves and turn into powder. I look into the box, and the ants are eating the bodies of the dead ones, and spiders have made cobwebs on the others.

    My attempt to save them all is for naught.

     

  • The Five Petal Flower

    May 21st, 2016

    The First Petal

    His name is Darius,

    A lonely man who binges

    On his own self misery,

    And chugging bottles of Jack Daniel’s whiskey.

     

    One lonely night, wasted and high

    He is on his laptop

    Perusing the Personals section, greeting each profile with a melancholy sigh.

    Self misery awash, who would want him, society’s biggest flop?

     

    An advertisement reads:

    “Magic Flower Guaranteed to Find Love.”

    He thinks, “This fulfills my needs.”

    And he clicks, thanking the gods above.

     

    It takes him to a website that asks for his Credit Card.

    A thousand dollars in the hole,

    Credit score forever marred,

    Loneliness has stolen his soul.

     

    Upon his doorstep he finds,

    With morning dew still glistening,

    A rainbow colored, five petal flower.

    “I can bring two people together, no matter what kinds.

    Use when lonely and passions are flickering

    I cure relationships turned old and sour.”

     

    A sober mind takes in his purchase with blind panic.

    Chair, desk, laptop, walls — broken with a punch.

    This is why the neighbors call him a manic,

    For he flies into a temper quite a bunch.

     

    In a hurry, flower in his shirt pocket,

    Whiskey in hand,

    He takes off like a rocket,

    To the nearest park where he is unfortunately banned.

    But no one is around

    So he settles on a bench to

    Listen to the sounds of the town.

     

    Distorted face streaming with tears,

    Darius enters the cradle rocking phase.

    He prays, “Someone please, help me with my fears!”

    — A gentle hand on his shoulder leaves him in a daze.

     

    Standing above with bubble gum, pixie cut hair

    And luminous blue eyes and freckled face

    Is a woman showing some care

    In an awkward space.

     

    She sits, moving the bottle away,

    And says nothing — yet

    Keeps the tears at bay.

    Darius says, “I’m lonely, unhappy, and in a lot of debt —

    “My neighbors, my boss, the collectors, all they do is threat.”

     

    “I’m sorry you feel this way,

    Would you like to talk?”

    And Darius replies, “I’m not sure what to say,

    “I did a stupid thing today, and I’m still recovering from the shock.”

     

    “We all do stupid things every once in a while,”

    Said the girl with the bubblegum hair,

    “But it’s best to lay things bare

    So you can move on, don’t be scared.”
    Convinced, Darius told her his foolish purchase,

    And pulled out the five petal flower,

    He’s feeling silly, stupid, and worthless,

    As the clock tower sang the fifth evening hour.
    “It’s a pretty little thing, I’ve never seen anything

    Like this before.”

    The girl wrapped the vine around her finger like a ring,

    And said, “I wonder if you can get more.”

     

    To this Darius laughed a hollow

    laugh, Soul full of doom,

    “Take it, rid me of my sorrow

    The collectors will take everything soon.”
    The woman smiled a wry smile, hugged

    Darius and dislodged a glistening

    petal. Alas, the bubblegum woman released the drug,

    And ended up saying,

     

    “Come to my flat,

    We’ll get this sorted out.

    I know you have your doubts,

    But your collectors and I will have a little chat.”

  • !!

    May 12th, 2016
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    Photo credit: Porsche Brosseau via Flickr

    From the depths of nightmares I wake,

    Chest aching, head ringing, feet tingling —

    I can’t breathe! The world has lost color, I shake

    I writhe. I—I—I need air. The bed’s too soft, standing —

    Hands brace against the table, Heart —

    My heart, precious muscle that pumps my life blood.

    The room — It spins, swirls and crackles in black art.

    Panic comes in a torrent, clashing with all senses — a flood.

    I NEED AIR!

    Hands fumble for the latch.

    Books fall, chest splits, brain’s impaired —

    The result of being in a two week, stress induced rough patch.

    Do I have to dial 911?

    Please, I don’t want to die.

    So many things I want to get done,

    Especially with you by my side.

    Kind, unsteady hands take me to bed.

    The world continues spinning, but I cope.

    Fear is blown away, breath evening, mind filled with Dread.

    Feeling returns to my extremities, body is on the mend.

    But I can’t play pretend,

    I turn to my husband, my best friend

    And ask, voice a quiver, “Will this happen again?”

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